Eyes of Dilettantes

Aesthetical headaches.

I am a victim of recurring headaches, and I have them often enough to make them fairly un-ignorable by others. I just went into a class with the type of headaches that is not cured by Disprins and got a suggestion that I should get a medical assessment done. I actually struggled to see why I am not doing that. Well, I found out one reason now.

I find the headaches aesthetically pleasing. I find that when I don't think in a straight line, I feel a little more liberated and at a heightened level of ease. My argument is on nearly the same lines as that of the cigarette smokers, who can make the almost valid claim that they are just bartering a few minutes of their life for an experience that they cannot get anywhere else. The headaches are nearly the fall in the same genre for me. I am afraid that I may actually get _cured_.

Makes sense?

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musically_ut

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posted by musically_ut @ 11:11 PM